Uncertain About what to Do

Major confusion is what i used to feel whenever i was around you.
I was always locked in the confusion.
When I first met you, you were the most amazing person in the world.
You still are.
If only you knew my real feelings.
Not just what I choose to let you see.
Nobody knows who I really am.
I've been too afraid to reveal myself to the light.
I've been too afraid of rejection.
I know that that would happen if I told you.
You're all I think about.
I don't want that to change.
But as I get to know you more, i start to realize
You would never go for me.

~9/1/09,
Feelings?