Failure at life
Failure at everything
Failure at all things human.
I can't reach my usual standard
Or anyone's standard
I'm always falling through my plans of success
I can't do anything right anymore
And there's no end to this, no, never
I'll never get where I want to go
Because this life is too hard
And I'm too easily depressed
When your whole future is dependent
On your actions as an immature child,
How can you ever ensure your own safety?


12.13.2012

All these things
That I see
They were never meant for me
Carry on
Far away
You'll return before the day
Cannot see
Where I am
The darkness is closing in
Paralyzed
In my head
I will see you when I'm dead!

I cannot hide
From the emptiness inside
You are a gem in my existence

All over the world
Little boys, little girls
Can see...
This life is not for me.

NO!
This life is not for me...


12 o'clock midnight, 12.11.2012